Monday, 24 October 2011

thinking im kinda full now

Whenever i seem to visit my aunts and my cousins staying whilst she's not at her flat we always seemed to do a spot of cooking whether it be cakes, cookies, pasta or bacon sandwiches.
Saturday it was spaghetti carbonara with addded pancetta, mushrooms and onion. sunday it was cookies and cream brownies from lorraine pascales book 'baking made easy' and today it has been a new concoction on an old classic the BLT, we had freshly cut bread, bacon, melting cheese much like brie, tomatoes, lettuce and cucumber. some may say woooow what a fatty but i say to them whats the point of life if u dont eat what u like, u cant deprive yourself forever, if i want to eat some chocolate im going to eat some chocolate if i want to eat a fat pizza express's pizza im going to but let's hope if i eat a little of what i want and crave i wont get to fat but i guess there's always exercise if worse comes to worse or even a spot of zumba on the odd day to get me a bit active. I would like to have a body of an actress or a singer but i guess if i keep on eating the way i am im not going to.
oh god the pressures of being a girl, with guys they can just eat what the want exercise as little as possible and still have pretty toned bodies but with us girls its eat as little as possible and spend hours upon hours int he gym or jogging just to lose a pound here and there.
i sometimes think why bother but i guess thats no way to think and i do need to change if i want to get into a better size bikini for next years holiday !!!

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